Tuesday, January 3

Hands Down to 2011!

2011 taught me a lot of things way pass my understanding..(hehe)
I made tons of enemies this year..but I also gained much more friends.  I learned the essence of forgiveness and the need to forget things which agonizes me.
I have actually done lots of things I'm sure I won't regret.. I let go of the people who caused me pain, people who's never been a friend to me. I have known when to hold on and when to let go. I've also differentiated love from infatuation.
I have tried a lot of things..
I travelled, seeking contentment on my thirst of discovering new and majestic places..
I cried..believed that after I drown myself with my own tears, it will pacify my hurting persona..
I laughed., and laughed and laughed until i laugh my heart out.
I had second thoughts about my feelings., (which i need not to elaborate anymore..(:..)
I dreamed, I hoped, I prayed..


I was criticized by judgmental minds, by people who doesn't really know me well.,
I was admired by the people who saw the beauty in me.
I have been fooled and had been the talk of the chismosas (may it be in the office, batchmates, neighbors..).. 


2011 gave me the privilege to decide for myself, and to be responsible and independent enough to pursue what i wanted and loved doing. (dancing:zumba, travelling, writing, etc.)


It served as my starting line for my plans in the near future. It even gave me the heartache and headache of deciding to leave the country and work abroad..
It made me realize that I'm not a kiddo anymore, I realized that I am strong enough to handle difficulties and mature enough to patch (problems) things up. I grew up far more than I could imagine last 2011..I learned to appreciate little stuffs and I've forgotten my 'materialistic' point of view (uh, literally..hehe).


And more than anything else I have done last year, I'm proud to say that I kept my faith in God intact and strong..


Happy 2012 to each and everyone!!

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